once again.. i'm feeling it again..... can't stop thinking... zune hsien leaving for melbourne today.. 2 more years he's a master of architecture oledi.. after 2 more years.. i'm only in my third year... sigh..somehow.. i think i chose the wrong route in my life.. getting master of engineering in UK syllabus only takes 4 years including the bachelor while the australian 1 needs freaking 6 years!! 2 years is alot!! i can earn alot in the 2 years! let's say i earn rm5000 a month, 5000 x 12 x 2 = 120000 ok!! considering the cost.. pounds oledi decrease to 5 lidat.. australian dollar only decrease abit.. but 1 year in UK n 2 years in australia.. the cost almost the same la.. how about the time ?? how 2 buy time? save more time come out work earlier earn back better rite? sigh.. why i didn't thought of all these earlier.. why i didn't go for UK syllabus foundation straight after form 5... or else now only need one more year to get my MASTER! y dat time so stupid go n choose STPM just because i didn't know what to choose? BECAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO CHOOSE MA!!!! zzzzzzzz..... thought get good result in form 5 then so smart edi form 6 sure no problem... WAT THE HECK...FAIL LO.... so dramatic?lol.. fucking stupidd!!!!!! so angry... but what to do.. now already stuck on the Australian side.. must live at uncle's house to save cost.. go Australia study master still need to live at his place.. sigh.. is this good or bad? God did u plan all these for me? if you did.. i'm sure you have better plans behind all these which i haven't realize... please make me realize... i'll do whatever now.... whatever... which benefits me the most...JIA YOU.. school starting soon! 16 more days... HERE I COME AGAIN SCHOLARSHIP!!!
should i continue to bet on TOTO? :x
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